I love bananas. if you don’t love bananas then I can’t love you.
So today at school this girl thought i said to my friend that i wouldnt eat an apple b/c i need to be skinny… And i was like oh no i didn’t say that. and she’s like good cause you’re skinny. And im like oh goosh, no u are. Then she says “i consider 120 and under skinny” then im like well exactly i weigh more and she’s like no way, and im like way…….
It’s sucks to hate everything about your body especially your size I hate it when people tell me i’m skinny. Cause IM NOT I WILL NEVER BE…
ran a 10k today, xterra, and my calves feel like they are going to explode :/ in a lot of pain right now trying to study for spanish -_- life sucks sometimes but you cant have a rainbow without a little rain (;
ending a video chat so i can go do some crunches like a lot… i ate so much today
sooo close to being done with accutane and im scared that im going to get really oily and break out and that its going to go back to how my ugly face was before… but atleast i have 1 more month :s
so i usually run a 17:00 2 mile and a 27:00 3 miles… the last mile killed me i havent had a 3 mile race in 3 weeks and i think im a lot better .
ANY TIPS ON what to think about, how to push through the pain
** my coach said run so that when you pass the finish line u puke or throw up (should i )
Kualoa Ranch —- :c
lunch- ate at recess and then protein bar on bus.
Distance- 3 miles
Feelings- got out of school early and got drained of all my energy by the time to race… thought i was going 2 miles but 10 minutes before i learned it was 3.. had 1 contact in and was blurry/ dizzy.. didnt know the course and I was running against OIA ILH and mainland teams with fast people no fun coming in 90.. i got slower from my 1st meet and I feel like i need to run a lot faster during practice.. I have 2 weeks before my next meet and i hope to shed 1 minutes off.. maybe??