ran in the cow poop today how lovely right? 

weight- night before 125 

breakfast- 10g protein bar

Distance- 2 miles

TIME-  17:50

Place- 35 

Feelings- the hill killed me my first my was like 9:20. When i heard them calling my splits i knew I was not running a very good race… my parents said i looked bad at the start… but i felt good not going out to fast. BUT THE FINISH OHH THE FINISH! two girls passed me like 1 foot before the finish line if you could have seen my face it looked like was going to cry. I wanted to but I was like whatever :/ anyways i was somewhat sick not being able to breathe through my nose and what not, so I think i did okay. i was really was shooting for under 17:00 but whatevs… 

weight- 123.8 

breakfast- 1/2 cup orange juice, 2 jelly biscuits 

lunch- mac and cheese and a bag of cheeze its

TIME - 27:57

PLACE - 47 out of 73 okayyyyy ish 

feelings about the race- sucked so baldy i was all over the place i had no one to run with people were passing me left and right. Let’s just say it was bad i probably looked even worse… :/ 

so my doctors office is stupid and only has time available for an appointment 1 1/2 weeks after my prescription for the previos month ends. Which means i wont be taking the medicine for that long. Is that bad? does it stay in your system? Also my face was dry like week 2 ish then it went away i have dry lips but thats pretty much it. did anyone else experience this? I just wonder if it is actually working?? 

Okay today is day 10 wow! 20 more days until school starts and i will be at 1 month at that time… im kinda scared how bad the side effects will get at that time. I feel like they really did start now! My face is dry!!!! for the first time in my life it is dry!!!!! and my lips need constant chap stick or they feel dry and chapped and dkfsfkjs. My face is looking better from that break out and i hope its just keeps getting better. My arms get really itchy, from the dryness i guess, so i try to apply lotion. I still have this gross cough i’ve had for like 2 weeks now! I also have a really bad shin splint on my left shin. Half marathon training is going well and xc starts in a little over a one week excited yet nervous. OH! so i have noticed that my face actually hurts is this normal? Like after being outside running/paddling one day i thought it was a wind burn but then i’m starting to think its from the sun. I didn’t put sunscreen either time before working out outside. Anyone else have this problem? 

p.s.- I finally realized how to get the pill out of the box it’s really easy i was just stupid before trying to break through the thing instead of peeling it back ^.^ 

So today was the end of day five it’s been okay so far. My nose is really tender/sore but i kinda have like a cough thing so idk if it’s from like a cold or accutane. My nose is drying up and skin is peeling like i got sunburned kind of but i didn’t. My lips are fine been applying chopstick every now and then to prevent anything bad. So i broke out really badly like day 3 i thought this was like the initial breakout but no this is from my stupid period so it better not get any worse than this cause it’s bad enough. I dont think i will be able to take another break out. Oh and last night i found it hard to sleep and was like suuupppper thirsty when i woke up. I have never had that happen before [weird]. I have to start drinking more water how great ^.^ 

Breakfast

• grape juice

Lunch 

• easy mac and cheese 
• 3 medium chicken tenders- ketchup- sweet n sour sause 
• coke 0

Snack

• original aloha pineapple jamba juice 

Workout

• 2 mile treadmill
• 1 mile elliptical
• stretch/abs 

Dinner 

• Meatloaf 1 1/2 
• greens 
• mashed potatoes- 2 servings 
• watermelon 
• water 

** note to self haven’t been drinking enough water